Not My Emotion to Create.

As I think of the day, March 31, 2010 I envision three things.

• My Cousin's Birthday
• My godson's Birthday
• A Friend's termination of a pregnancy.

Two smiles and one expressionless face. How do I feel? What do I tell her to feel? Telling her it's not my emotion to create, is not good enough. She wants more.

How do I tell her, that if I was in her shoes I would not; if I've never been in her shoes? Children already, not content in life, how do I say add to that load. To that self created burden, that joy of life.